HEBETUDINOUS

HEBETUDINOUS
I dont cry anymore ,
to tell the feeling down core.
way beyond which i used to
and to which i now refuse to .

can't breathe the autumn air now
I barely know why this dumb dull and how?
reasons holding me like ropes
destroying all my hopes


counting the days never stops,
writing every time pen sobs.
stressing my verbs so feel my occurence
its just not for some preference

jewels and money can add bling
but never can bring a spring to sing .
my life was already carved
and much was barred
and I feel like a fraud ...


I want my life to live with me
so that i call myself freely.
just a junk of freedom that can kill my boredom
Block all the outcome of my do's
its all about breaking rules


I carry dark cloud of rain
inspite of which i miss the light
enjoy the rhyme in the write
at least for that I dont need to fright....